Thoughts on 3.16
May. 17th, 2008 12:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
talulababy
Okay, I'll try not to cry while doing this post.
I watched the season finale last night, twice. And being me I did everythings to stall from watching it as long as possible. I ate, tidied up my room, chatted with my family and watched some TV. Because I know this is the last episode until what, September?
And then I settled down on my bed and watched with a pounding heart.
- Dean in the wood running. Of course it's a dream sequence but a good start.
- Watching Dean tried to be brave and hopeful for Sam was heartbreaking.
- Sam with the demon face was disturbing. And no I don't think he saw demon-Sam there. Like Bobby said it's the hallucination.
- Of course you didn't want to go after Lilith because of Sam's safety. Oh Dean.
- Sam summoned Ruby. Like father, like son.
- Ruby kicked ass! I like it when a girl won the fight.
- Dean outsmarted everyone including his brother there. Trapped Ruby with the Devil Trap. Nice!
- Look at all the bruises. It's a hurt-Dean episode.
- Bobby, you're awesome. "Family don't end with blood" so true.
- Yes, Bon Jovi does rock occasionally. And who wouldn't laugh or smile when Sam and Dean sang together (and I don't know if he faked it or not but Jared honey, you cannot sing). It felt right, natural. And when Dean realized it might be the last time, I felt my first tear in my eyes.
- Okay, I think every fans knew that the cop was possessed but when Dean knew it, it was kinda surprise.
- Demon's bitch! Oh Bobby, you old dawg. I like the scene. It's a good break from all the angst. (And my mind starts to go to a really dirty place right now.)
- Umm..Is it just me or Sam looked really scary after he killed the old neighbor.
- It's kinda weird for me that Dean let Sam went up to kill Lillith by himself (with Ruby) while he took the father to the basement.
- Oh.. a mother told a stranger to kill her baby girl. No wonder Sam hesitated.
- Who wouldn't cry when Dean told Sam to keep fighting knowing this is the last goodbye and the hope ended. Dean tried not to cry even as his eyes were all teary up. Be brave until the last minute for Sam. (I'm gonna start crying again)
- I kinda like Katie when she's Lilith more than when she was Ruby.
- Lilith still talked like a little girl even when she's in a woman body. And the kiss was creepy. *shudders*
- DEAAAAAAAAAAAAN NOOOOOOO!!!!!!
- Lilith tried to do something to Sam. And I have a theory but I will make it on another post. (Less emotional one)
- Sam, so lost now. Oh baby.
- DEAAAAAAAAAAAAN NOOOOOOO!!!!!! OMGOMGOMG!!! I'm sorry I wished you die and go in hell. I'm so so sorry. *sobs*
- And Dean's last word SAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!
I admit I had tears in my eyes but I didn't actually cry at the first watch. I was jaw-drop, speechless and numb but not crying which kinda surprise. And then it all started to sink in. Dean is dead. He's in Hell. And Sam is all alone now. And it's all like a mantra. It kept echoing inside my head. And then I wasn't just crying. I was sobbing, bawling like a baby. T__T
I watched the season finale last night, twice. And being me I did everythings to stall from watching it as long as possible. I ate, tidied up my room, chatted with my family and watched some TV. Because I know this is the last episode until what, September?
And then I settled down on my bed and watched with a pounding heart.
- Dean in the wood running. Of course it's a dream sequence but a good start.
- Watching Dean tried to be brave and hopeful for Sam was heartbreaking.
- Sam with the demon face was disturbing. And no I don't think he saw demon-Sam there. Like Bobby said it's the hallucination.
- Of course you didn't want to go after Lilith because of Sam's safety. Oh Dean.
- Sam summoned Ruby. Like father, like son.
- Ruby kicked ass! I like it when a girl won the fight.
- Dean outsmarted everyone including his brother there. Trapped Ruby with the Devil Trap. Nice!
- Look at all the bruises. It's a hurt-Dean episode.
- Bobby, you're awesome. "Family don't end with blood" so true.
- Yes, Bon Jovi does rock occasionally. And who wouldn't laugh or smile when Sam and Dean sang together (and I don't know if he faked it or not but Jared honey, you cannot sing). It felt right, natural. And when Dean realized it might be the last time, I felt my first tear in my eyes.
- Okay, I think every fans knew that the cop was possessed but when Dean knew it, it was kinda surprise.
- Demon's bitch! Oh Bobby, you old dawg. I like the scene. It's a good break from all the angst. (And my mind starts to go to a really dirty place right now.)
- Umm..Is it just me or Sam looked really scary after he killed the old neighbor.
- It's kinda weird for me that Dean let Sam went up to kill Lillith by himself (with Ruby) while he took the father to the basement.
- Oh.. a mother told a stranger to kill her baby girl. No wonder Sam hesitated.
- Who wouldn't cry when Dean told Sam to keep fighting knowing this is the last goodbye and the hope ended. Dean tried not to cry even as his eyes were all teary up. Be brave until the last minute for Sam. (I'm gonna start crying again)
- I kinda like Katie when she's Lilith more than when she was Ruby.
- Lilith still talked like a little girl even when she's in a woman body. And the kiss was creepy. *shudders*
- DEAAAAAAAAAAAAN NOOOOOOO!!!!!!
- Lilith tried to do something to Sam. And I have a theory but I will make it on another post. (Less emotional one)
- Sam, so lost now. Oh baby.
- DEAAAAAAAAAAAAN NOOOOOOO!!!!!! OMGOMGOMG!!! I'm sorry I wished you die and go in hell. I'm so so sorry. *sobs*
- And Dean's last word SAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!
I admit I had tears in my eyes but I didn't actually cry at the first watch. I was jaw-drop, speechless and numb but not crying which kinda surprise. And then it all started to sink in. Dean is dead. He's in Hell. And Sam is all alone now. And it's all like a mantra. It kept echoing inside my head. And then I wasn't just crying. I was sobbing, bawling like a baby. T__T
A great episode with great writing and stellar performances. Weeks of anxiety. Days of anticipation. Seven hours of waiting and downloading. And one night of emotional break down. Totally worth it!
Now *group hugs* anyone?
